The idea of having control taken from me is very appealing. This is the first I am thinking about actually acting on my thoughts though. I am by nature a rather perverse person and think that to get the feeling of having no control I need someone who is experienced at taking control, since in the past even the slightest hesitation and I have been in control of the situation (granted it wasn't anything in this culture, rather more balanced relationships.) But whenever I clearly control the relationship I get bored and leave. So I am looking for an experience, not relationship, to kind of see the other side or get to know myself better I suppose.